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Kristina
21 October 2005 @ 03:25 pm

so i guess no one really does this lj thing like they used to before...o well...i geuss the less people that read this the better. today was the pep ralley so school was basically pointless...what else is new though? my moms layin down the law pretty harshley about this whole groundin thing...o well...dale is about to come over anywayz. all in all juniors this year didnt seem to have any spirit at all...i think we lost miserably...even the freshmen were cheering more. the events were gay and so were the class acts...all of them sucked. the only thing we won was the tug of war surprisingly...they had some pretty big seniors up there. we lost to the teachers though but they put a bunch of fattys up there to do it so of course we lost...they're like three tiems our size. me and crystal gangsta danced cos thts what all the cool gangstas were doing...it was still gay...yep...well...dale was supposed to call like ten minutes ago...and he still hastn...but he never calls or comes on time...so thats ok...he better do it soon though :)

I LOVE YOU

 
 
Kristina
20 October 2005 @ 08:28 pm
so everythin is all better now:) at least with everything but my mom
 
 
Kristina
20 October 2005 @ 03:43 pm
life still blows...what else is new though...but it got worst today. i dont evne get this shit...god jus wants to give me periods of time were i fuckin suffer. nothing good has happened this whole week..its just one fuck up after another...whtas my purpose anywayz? i dont even have one. no one in my family likes me...but the feeling is mutual. my bf dithces me to go skateboard and then says that I dont wanna talk...what the fuck ever...thats all i look forward too is his phonecalls, voice or presence...i just hate the world nd i wanna die or live by myself and do shit my way so no one will ever be dissapointed...if i dissapoint someone it would be me and me alone. i dont want others to have the burden of being hurt by me. yea i know im not gonna be saying this later cos im jus angry...yea...well i've been sayin it a lot lately so mabe it is true...maybe everyone should just let me be and if i die or fuck up in life it will be my own fault nd not theirs...exact words of my mom "Where did i go wrong in raisin u" WELL THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD FUCKIN STOP AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE IF IM SUCH A FUCKIN BIG DISSAPPONTMENT! O NO...A B IN YOUR CALCULOUS CLASS...YOURE GONNA END UP ON THE STREETS AND WORKIN AT 7-11!FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
 
 
Kristina
18 October 2005 @ 03:48 pm
sigh  

so i guess im going to start writing in this again...atleast for the next week or so cos im not allowed to go out or see anyone. life was going really good...until my dad left for Arizona. summer was amazing..met some amazing people...funny ass people...australia kicked some major butt. so basically my summer was awsome...and dale got to come with me and y family to canada which wasnt that bad...the people wanted to keep him...lol...but yea...

now school has started and of course life sucks at home once a-fuckin-gain. well now it got worst. i forgot to do this major thing for science so i stayed up till 3 in the monrin to do it sunday night. didnt go into school on monday cos i could bearly keep my eyes open...but i did get someone to turn it in forme. while i stayed home i manage to burn a hole in my carpet and not finish my hw for today. but dale ended up stayin till like 11 cos he had dinner with us. this mornin i woke up and i was like fuck i cant go to school so i didnt...and i wasnt gonna get caught but my stupid ass called my mom on my house phone cos i had no clue they had caller ID over there...so she found out...and it was just the stupidest thing in the world. i keep on fuckin up. and my dad isnt here to keep the peace...and now dale isnt allowed here until im ungrounded...and life just blows a huge hairy dick

on the light note...november is almost here which means at least one day off of school...meh...

 
 
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: slipknot = people =shit
 
 
Kristina
16 May 2005 @ 07:43 pm

What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Dale is your soulmate.
You truly love Kristina.
You consider Erick your true friend.
You know that Crystal is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Devin for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Kevin is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Iana is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Dad is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Dad changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Matt is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Matt has a hidden internet romance.


 
 
Kristina
17 April 2005 @ 08:55 pm
i hate my life...no one even fuckin understands. yea you might htink "she should be greatful for everythin she has and everything she's gonna get" but you dont even know half of it...NO ONE knows me completely and what happens in my life every day...NO ONE! not kristina....not my sister....not my parents...only me... i feel like i cant trust anyone...i might tell you the surface of things but you will never ever know the whole story...cos all you motherfuckers cannot be trusted...i dont care who you are and who you think you are and how trusting you think you are...i cant even think what would happen if i told people the acutal whole truth and they opened their mouths and "accidently" said somethin about it to someone else...im saying this out of experience...cos ehenever i've told someoen somethin and had said explictly "dont tell anyone or else i m never gonna tell you anything again" they go and tell someone at some point or another and its a bunch of BULLSHIT cos their stupid ass excuse is that "oh it was so long ago...i didnt think you cared ne more" or "o my bad it slipped"...it slipped my ass...fine...its fine that it slipped...now i just know not to tell you people anything...

so let me clear some stuff up with you...its none of ur buisness about what me and dale do or how far we've gone or all the other stupid questions you guys ask since thats what everyone seems to be interested in now a days...if i want to tell you something i wll come to you and tell you...its also non of ur buisness about what goes on in my house or if i smoke or drink or i dont even know...NOTHING IS YOUR BUISNESS ABOUT ME unless I COME to you about it

i cant even believe you people...dont you have any dignity...dont even answer that

it dosnt really matter how much you pretend to care whenever i tell you stuff because in the end its not your problem and you will go on with your happy or sad...whatever sort of life you have and not even think about my problem twice

and this is the last stupid entry in this piece of shit journal cos you people just made me realize i have no use in telling you about my life

the only person that's kept me to believe i can trust them in telling them stuff is Dale...i cant believe even kristina cant do a simple thing like that even after all we've been through...its ok though...i forgive you all cos im not gonna let it happen anymore
 
 
Kristina
14 April 2005 @ 07:56 pm
lately its been crazzy but its a good crazy
 
 
 
Kristina
04 April 2005 @ 04:26 pm
fuck school

im so sick of it and everything that happpens there
 
 
Kristina
29 March 2005 @ 05:55 pm
so dale's still allowed in my house...and my moms actually concerned about him and his family troubles...prettty amazing considerin she's never cared that much about ne of my friends, but im not complaining :)

so i told this kid good job that was in the talent show...and he took it in every single wrong way apperently cos i guess he likes me and i had no idea...so zeke and eric thought it would be funny to fuck with dale and be like yea he's pressed on her blah blah blah...GAY...but that blew over prettty fast

my birthday is comin up...yesyes...may 5...finally gonna be 17, gonna be able to see rated R movies without sneakin around :-D and maybe have a lil bit more freedom when it comes to the damn car...argh

report cards are comin out in two weeks...its gonna suck some major balls cos my math grade is horrrible and i've been tellin my mom i've been doing fine...shyea :-\

its kinda funny....me and dale's 2 month is on april foools...hmm...lol
MUAH
 
 
Kristina
26 March 2005 @ 10:42 pm

got SO bored )

 
 
Kristina
26 March 2005 @ 09:39 pm

YAY im back:)

so i've been gone for a week right...and i really missed dale cos well...cos he's my boyfriend and of course i missed him! :-D so i did what any sensible 16 year old would do...snuck him in at 10.30 last night. so he comes over and stuff and we hang out and like 30 minutes later my mom has a cleaning frenzy for the downstairs and started looking absolutely everywhere for stuff to clean...so dale hides in my sisters closet. my mom goes in her room and starts lookin around her room like EVERYWHERE...and i jus stand near the closet uncontrollably shaking and thinking of the worst thing ever that can happen if she finds dale...so after a while she finally gets to the closet and i try to get her away from it but it doesnt work...she noticed a dark tall figure in it and FREAKED out...her look was priceless...i was like mom its ok...its just dale...and she laughs about it...and lets him stay like an hour more...i was like WTF...but i guess thts good. she was like when have we ever not let dale come oer...i was like yea good point...anywho...im grounded...but not really cos she didnt tell my dad so if its appperent that she isnt leting me out he would know somethin is up so she has to let me go out :-D

heheh thats all for now

 
 
Kristina
21 March 2005 @ 03:44 pm
hm, havent updated in a long while...or checked anyone eles's updates...lately i've only cared about whats been up with few select people cos i feel they are what matter the most right now. im at tech now visitin my sis. so far its been fun. she actually let me drink last night some beer and had some captain morgan with coke..yum

anywho i got so much hw over spring break which is a load of BS and i totally miss everyone...especially dale...bleh...and yea boutta go out so i will writ emore late...maybe...
 
 
Kristina
16 March 2005 @ 08:02 am
so this weekend went how i thought it would.

on friday my sister picked me and dale up from school and took us home. we watched tv basically and i "cleaned". he ended up stayin till like 11.30 after which i went up to hollywood to rent some movies

on saturday eric picked me up and drove me to kristina's and we took her car. picked up alex and michelle and went up to the old folks home to make crafts with them...it was extremely gay but thats my community service for the month. i guess our teacher realized how pointless it was and treated us to ice cream afterwards so that was pretty cool. then we dropped off alex and michelle and went back to kristina's house to get somethin and her parents were like no you cant have the car for the whole night which was complete gayness so we jus had eric pick us up. we went back to his house and played DDR like promised which was really fun especially with his lil sis runnin around us. then he dropped us off back at her house we ate some dinner watched some tv and left for the talent show. it was pretty fun i guess..but i got a huge rip in my pants which means i now have no pair of pants that doesnt have a hole in the ASS ...i dont kno how this happens to me. anywho. after the talent show i went over to zeke's...they were all pretty drunk i jus kinda chilled and had some souther comfort which didnt taste all that great. we jus chilled and talked with his mom and brian and david. then we decided to go to mcDs at 2am and since i was the only one not drunk i drove. we got everyone food but since zach didnt come we ended up eating his part and said we forgot it. at like 4am dale showed up and everyone slowly started to leave. in the end it was just me and zeke and dale nd we talked about random shit till about 6am and then we all went to bed

sunday we woke up around 11 and i felt like total shit so i asked zeke's mom to drive me home. so i went home and pretty much passed out as soon as i got there. my sister and parnts were makin a bunch of noise though cos it was my sisters last day and se was packin up her shit for tech. i stayed in my room till about 6 and then took the car and went over to dale's to drop off his book bag cos he left it. his step mom asked me to come in which was kind of awkward...i didnt kno what to talk to her bout...i tried makin small talk but it didnt work so finally i was like yea my dinner is almost ready so i will talk to ya later. so that was that. went home, ate dinner, passed out on my couch and then moved myself upstairs did my homework which i jus found out thats not due till friday...what bullshit is that. o well at least now i got nothin left to do for this stupid class. spanish III that is
 
 
Kristina
15 March 2005 @ 09:36 pm
school has been sucking some major balls this week...

espcially english..

actually english is the only class thats makin it suck cos we have this huge research paper due and im no where near done despite all the days i spent after school.

this weekend shall kick some major ass though...the plan as of now is friday hopefully chillin with dale...saturday eric's gonna pick me up at some point and gonna drop me at kristina's house so we can take her car and drive around and do our stuff nd go to the old people home for our community service thing and then possibly go to eric's cos she wants to play dance dance revolution and then go to the flippin talent show thats gonna cost $10...sounds like a waste of money but we got nothin else to do

but yea tomorrow will be great cos it will be with dale hopefully :-D
 
 
Kristina
07 March 2005 @ 05:44 pm

so last weekend was fun....besides all the car crashes and what not.

friday:
walked home with kenny and dale WAS supposed to go but didnt...instead he went home...so i chilled with kenny and what not and his bro, cuz, and dad. called dale and said he would be over but then an hour and a half later i call him again and he was like yea im comin now with ced...i was like ooook...so they get there and we alll chill for a while and then ced took me and dale to my house. we jus chilled downstairs and wht not and then tyler and iana came home for spring break and were all like yea we're gonna make it so awkward for you and dale but it wasnt all that bad. we all had dinner with out parents which was kinda awkward and then chilled some more after which dale had to go home which was around 10.

saturday )

 
 
Kristina
05 March 2005 @ 08:55 pm
today was...............interesting to say the least.....almost got in a car accident on 66...then dale got in a car accident right in front of my house...then some bitch almost hit me...hmm...interesting indeed...:-\
 
 
Kristina
01 March 2005 @ 08:54 am
its beeen a month...hollly crap :-D most dont last that long but dale is special like that:)

i <3 you!
 
 
Kristina
26 February 2005 @ 09:22 pm

four day weekend! how awsome is that!? possibly 5 days for me cos i might not go to monday...buahahah...anywho...yea...i jus wanna share my new present that im getttin next weeek :-D

 

new celll )

 
 
Kristina
23 February 2005 @ 03:07 pm

dayum )

 
 
 
 

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